After a wonderful holiday, we arrived home late Wednesday! Since then, I have been working hard to catch up and clean up as well as unpack! Our pool has become green, so I’m trying to resurrect it! And after two weeks out of the cage, I’m back caged! Angus will have no chance to erect unless my Queen decides to allow it! So in my brief post while away, I indicated that we are now in a real full FLR! This is exciting to me, but did cause some anxiety when I broached the subject to my Queen. Our life was really almost a full FLR anyways, so the real difference was that we would acknowledge it to each other, and that my Queen would recognize her absolute power in our home–which she has exerted already! One of her concerns was that at times she might want me to make a decision! I indicated that all she had to do was tell me to make the decision! After thinking about it for a few days, she decided to try it out. I was ecstatic!!
To acknowledge our FLR, we had a ceremony of sorts: I was to give my Queen a full body massage and kiss her skin as I did the massage! Her lower back and her legs were bothering her, so my massage was to alleviate her discomfort! The kissing was really the worshiping part of the ceremony. Afterwards, we were talking and I proposed a Mantra
that I might recite whenever she wished. The mantra is: My duty is to PLEASE, OBEY, and SERVE Mistress ________ at all times as SHE desires! This might be recited whenever she wishes, or used as punishment lines. It will help to put my head into the right space and hers too! My Queen thought this was a good idea and revamped my original offering to suit herself–which was also a good thing. Today she told me to do something for her. On completion, she asked for my affirmation! I was unsure what she wanted and thus screwed up! She had to tell me that she wanted to hear my mantra! I found this exciting but shouldn’t have needed to be told what she meant.
Also today she told me about a couple of tattoos she has planned for me! This is tremendously exciting to me. And one of the tattoos will be in my nether regions–and indicate her ownership! This is incredible to me! Being marked on her command is totally hot! And both tattoos will be seen! The more private one will be visible when I model (nude) for art classes! I’m sure that occasionally people will ask about it and I can only hope that Angus behaves himself. Sporting an erection while modelling is not really accepted! When I model I have to ask permission to model and then permission to remove the cage. My Queen has teased me suggesting she would send me out still caged, but she never has–yet! lol. I’m not sure how I would be received when caged but much talk would ensue. Of that I’m certain.
By the way today is 232 days since orgasm and only 500 days till I’m allowed another! Damn long time but I will do my best to comply with my Queen’s demands!