Content Warning: This post deals with the topic of masturbation.
Up until 2015, I was a chronic masturbator. I was rubbing myself and spewing semen whenever I had the chance. It was a hobby that I very much enjoyed. Orgasms feel great! When I was a kid, I would buy Penthouse and Penthouse letters as food for my excitement. Very quickly I noticed that not all of the “letters” built my excitement. I really gravitated to the stories that featured female dominance. Unfortunately those were rare. Exhibitionism and letters dealing with erotic embarrassment also were a turn on. But again these were in the rarity.
Still if I found a good letter, I could use it multiple times to excite myself and allow the spewing to begin. Then years ago I found Literotica! By now I was a mature adult male, but I still enjoyed masturbation. If I had the house to myself, you could count on me masturbating to ejaculation at least a couple of times!
I no longer purchased porn and watching it online really didn’t appeal either. Reading appealed to me but I had to have the “right” stories. Somewhere along the way I discovered Literotica. This is an online story bank where readers will write their own stories and slide them into a variety of categories. Unfortunately there isn’t a Femdom category, but there is a BDSM category and within this , you will find many femdom stories. I actually wrote a few myself. They certainly aren’t great literature, but I wasn’t trying to write War and Peace! You can find the four stories here (Part 1, Part 2, Part 3, and Part 4).
Once I found Literotica, a lot of my masturbation took place in front of the computer. I would search the BDSM stories for femdom content and slowly build myself up. Delay even then intensified the final orgasm. So I would bring myself to the edge and then relax, and then bring myself to the edge again and again. At some point a story I was reading and the long buildup would be too much and I would eagerly allow myself to cum! Then if there was time, I would start the whole process again.
Now of course I don’t masturbate. It’s impossible to do when wearing a cage. It’s also against my rules. Angus only is allowed to erect when desired by my Queen. And as regular readers will know, I don’t orgasm very often. I suspect my next orgasm will be sometime in late August. By then I’ll have gone a new record between orgasms! I admit that when I’m edged now, I desperately want to cum. When I’ve calmed down, I’m kind of glad my Queen held firm. But in the moment…😜😜